When will it become easier?
When you stop resisting flow (wu wei).
Taoism
You're making it hard by forcing. River doesn't struggle downstream. Align with the Tao, act through non-action, difficulty evaporates because you're no longer generating friction. Most effort is counterproductive thrashing.
Practical Lever
⚙
Release control. Observe natural rhythms. Intervene minimally. Be water. Stop pushing rope.
Related Perspectives
Advaita Vedanta
internal
When you realize Atman equals Brahman (Self equals Absolute).
Similar mechanism: internal
Buddhism (Theravada/Mahayana)
internal
When you extinguish craving (tṛṣṇā).
Similar mechanism: internal
Absurdism
Never, and caring about this question is the error.
Contrasting perspective: accept
Anarchism (Kropotkin)
After spontaneous mutual aid abolishes coercive hierarchy.
Contrasting perspective: external
Kierkegaardian Christian Existentialism
Never by your own power. Only through leap of faith.
Similar timeline: Weeks to months